diet diet

work out, work out

motivation? i want to see if he is lying or not

no motivation? cos i wish he is beside me to go thru this.

for valentines day... i went home after work, and thinking it would be rather lonely and dreadful to pass the night on my own, i ended up goin out for a drink with a few frds, dv, dick & bob. it was rather interesting. we had street food for dinner, fish balls, siu mai etc... couples on streets, girls holdinig flowers, guys buying gifts etc...

after a quick drink i was invited to go over to his home to cut the bday cake together... i almost dropped my tears when i arrived cos i was very touched for some reason. felt like old days. took a few very nice pictures and before i left..... it was all very sweet.

2 days later it was my turn to buy him a dinner, we had it at the black sheep and the baby chicken was his favourite. hehe... i am glad he liked the tony wong cakes too.

he has totally filled up my mind right now... ha!

nth else i could say but usually "im sorry i love you" seems to suit it best.

- the end -

i had a good birthday around new year time.... frds came over on the 4th afternoon and we had dinner together and went karaoke for a little. on actual bday... i had dinner with ant and we took a ride to saikung and walked a little... thank you and i felt i was luckier than ever.

valentines day coming up... as well as his bday... what's gon' happen? sigh

end of january, time flies. first month of the new year is almost over. new year... new start?

forgive & forget... do we forgive? can we forget? no matter what i do now, in his eyes, i am never a good girl... no matter what i do. thats unfair, thats super bias. but i know my heart and i know i have done good things to ppl... just they never see it. i have the kind heart for family as well as ppl i love and care. he can think the rest of the world are nicer than me, but i know one thing for sure, he hasnt seen the good side of me and he will never know the good in me.